In early June, I went to the Young Writer’s Workshop at East Tennessee State University in Johnson City again. I really enjoy attending the workshop, I think it fosters creativity in a really positive way, and it’s a great way to meet new people as well. The workshop has definitely helped me work on different styles of writing. For instance, I’ve been writing a lot more poetry recently, even though I usually tend to lean toward prose and realistic fiction/short stories. Here are two poems that I wrote while I was at the workshop:
To Crying
When the fountain of youth
and a gentle heart
had just started to rise,
There was nothing to be done,
but watch you do your work
With the smell of fresh rain,
but the taste of murdered dreams
Sometimes I feel that
the sweet times are worth the bad
You feel, and you feel so much
like a bird’s wings that were struck
but is this better than not feeling at all?
They kick a small puppy and it starts to whine,
but I think far worse is if it just sat,
without a noise
The hurt will bring rain,
The joy will bring rain
Crying at least, you are consistent
and for that, you are a saint
Dear Jumpy
No other creature, real or not
compares to the soft fur on your paws,
the delicate stitching of your ears
Since September, I have yet to find
a place with less judgement than here
In your imagine conscious of unconditional empathy
You love in a way I dream to love,
You care in a way I can only wish to care
But Jumpy, sometimes I wonder if you secretly despise this life,
and under your smiling eyes there is a deep sadness,
and a wish to escape the confined space
of the bottom bunk of my bed
Is it fair of me to expect a beautiful perfect inside you,
when you can not expect the same from me?
I give you shelter, and a name,
but in the end, Jumpy
your being is never mine to claim, or create